Final Day

Well today is the last day being pregnant. The last day for Kaden to be the only little one around the house getting all the attention and all the love. It is a sad day for me I am having some hard times thinking that Kaden was our little baby and now he is getting to be so big and now there is a new baby coming and wondering what he is thinking and praying he does not hate us for bringing another baby home to love and cherish just as much as we have done with him for the past 2 1/2 years. Yet I know he will grow to love him/her and hope they grow up to be best friends like me and my sister. Today I have my final doctors appointment and a funeral and I hope I can get some rest tonight. Kaden is staying by my parents tonight which he is very excited about! My sister and Kamryn are coming down so Jen is here when the baby comes. So Kaden can play with Kamryn this weekend while mommy is in the hospital. Bill is going to try to keep the same routine as normal and spend some extra special time with Kaden to make sure he is ok and feels special still. I got Kaden some tractors that we picked up at Fleet Farm the other day to give him when he comes to viist as a little something special for him to open. I am not sure how well he will take seeing mommy in the hospital and ivs and so on so I hope the little gift will help distract him for a little while. So I have been busy getting some last minute things cleaned around the house and getting grocerys for Bill and Kaden for the weekend and just trying to stay calm and not think to much about Friday. I just can't wait for this to all be over and I can just work on recovery and getting back to a somewhat of a routine with the newest bundle of joy! So you won't hear from me for while as I am sure I will be busy and sleep deprived for a little while but I will try to get on as much as I can and post pictures often! Till next time good bye!